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im at nates house right now and we just finished watching equilibrium, that movie was insane..now hes playing mercenaries and im on the living room computer..we're going over danielles later tonight which should be fun, it usually always is..i need to get my ass on the move to find another job..im really thinking about applying at mac..i know 2 of the ma's there and they're really nice..i should especially apply now for the holidays..but i dont want to work full time..definately part time so i can keep a job at a salon..and mac maybe some week nights..and weekends..i think that should work out fairly well..
so nate went to nj on saturday..left pretty early in the morning..i bummed around the house..didnt do much..kept thinking about him tho..and then i texted one of my friends that i havent talked to in a while..and she wanted to hang out with me and another friend..and so when they got to my house around 10pm..nate called me..and told me that he was back in town..i was so upset..i really didnt know he was coming home so soon..like that whole day i was sick to my stomach cuz i didnt see him :( no cell phone nathan!? haha but i found out later that he had left it in his truck..so to make a long story short..everything worked out..and everything happens for a reason..and since i know he's going to read this..i love you :)
i can't wait for my lost wages to come in the mail..i cant wait to get my tattoo..ive been waiting for so long..well im going to draw it..its going to be crazy style 33..probly about the size of my fist and near my clavicle
saturday night..i slept over nates house..which i have done in the past..haha but his dad came into his room around 9am and we were both still dead sleeping..and asked him for his keys to move the truck out of the driveway..so he said that he would do it..and we stayed at his house practically the whole day..well haha we woke up at 1:30..it felt good to sleep, and felt even better sleeping with him..ate some minestrone soup with crackers (which was yumm)..then later that night around 11 we went to our friends house..well hes my bros friend..but anywho..chilled there for exactly 30 mins cuz he went back to work..then nate and i chilled at my house.. we were supposed to go to kevs house up in whately..but i was too scared to drive back home, since we were coming back home from his house the day of the accident..ahh! bleh!
oh yeah! caly is 5 months pregnant! shes got a lil tummy goin on! she showed me the ultrasound..i can never make out those things!
oakie imed me the other day and we talked..we havent in a looong time..it was good to hear from him..oakie pawww
physical therapy is goin good..i especially like the heat and electric stim..it feels mm mm good..psychotherapy is goin good too..nate and i both agree that its good to talk to someone about things that are going on in your life, who isnt in your life..dr. orejev is really nice, shes got a great smile..
my 2 baby cousins are sooo cute! they are about 3 months apart..but totally adorable..i cant wait to babysit them! haha
sooooo im going to break something if i dont get the money left over from the pay offfff...well my mom said she would write a check and put a down payment on my new car..i just hate this fucking loaner that they gave me..stalls all the time..alignment is HORRIBLE..just a shitty car in general..i want my hybrid..i want 49/50 city/highway.. wouldnt you, eh?
im gettin kinda bored being in this room all by myself, im gonna go bug nate for kisses
see you guys latah
ta-ta mEb
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this past couple of weeks..actually this whole past month has just been crazy..the accident really fucked up nate and i..we're still in a lot of pain..i can't believe it happened..i can't believe the fucking lady just pulled right out in front of me..when nate and i went to the spot..we noticed that she had THREE(3) stop signs..2 on the drivers side, one on the other..psychotherapy seems to be helping..physical therapy is boot camp..3 times a week..psychotherapy once a week..its just crazy..
the ambulance ride was pretty scary..i was so claustrophobic..being on the hard board, and a neck brace..they could get my bp and had to switch drivers..haha just my ambulance ride and the gas was..can you guess? $690 wow eh? just for a lil ride to cooley dick..
i lost my job at the salon..yep..well she said she was taking me off the books, and finding someone else..which is great..because i hate that fucking hellhole..i hope you have a super fun time finding an assistant!..grrreat
im getting sick of everything..irritated..angry..i hate bad drivers..and if you've ever been in an accident before, and it wasn't your fault..you seem to pick up how badly everyone drives..its insane let me tell you
finished reading my book which im happy about..it was gooood..nate gave me another book to read..but i havent started it yet..
i just looked on the caller id..and it said two calls from wisconsin..and i dont know who it is..and they left a message...WEIRD! .ew.
my sister made spaghetti tonight..the pasta looks a lil wet..haha
so since my new 05 honda civic is totaled..ill be getting a 06 honda civic hybrid..yeah..50city/50highway
nate and i will be literally rollin in the big bucks in about a year or so..after the settlement..nevermind the settlement we might possibly have with honda..hey! i might be the reason for a 05 honda civic recall..isnt that wonderful?!
for the people that were at danielles last night..that was insane..just ridiculous
im getting nate (everytime i quickly type nate it comes out ante) (haha thought that was funny) a bunch of stuff for christmas..he will like yes. he will like!
"glad we didn't engage in the ol' in an out!"
haha @ nate! that movie is just as crrrraaazzyy as barbra streisands two-headed cat
made a new layout..its hawt rite
alright well enough shenanigans
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ok so this is how my crazy weekend went:
saturday i worked at the salon till 12..so did everyone else...so we all left the salon around 2ish and started driving to warwick, RI...so we arrive there at haha 4:20 which was pretty funny...so maria t. and i had our own hotel room..and maria s. and jenn had their own down the hall..so we're just chillin and whatever..and we all agreed on being ready at 6:30 so it would be still light out so we could walk around..and get to know the place..so we're all ready..lookin good..haha..drive to downtown providence...found an awesome parking spot right on fereral hill..so..we get out..and its like 7..so we go to the first restaurant that looked good..couldnt get a table till 9:00..so left..went to another one..they said the same thing..but we put our name in..and just stayed at the bar...so..lalala..lil time goes on..i was looking at the girl that took our name..and she was looking for us..so she sees me..walks over and said they had a cancellation and we we're going to sit down now..so haha..we ate and blah blah...and then asked around where a good bar would be...so we ended up at this place called the hot club...haha it was on the water..and it was great...so we walk in and maria s. and i went to the bathroom..haha it was so small..so we come back and jenn and maria t. were talking to these guys..and they were likin being around us..so we all started talking about leaving and going somewhere different..so we left and he asked for a cell phone number in case we got lost..so maria s. gave frankie her number..then right then and there he called it..to make sure it wasnt fake..and maria s. goes omg omg someones calling me its bill!..and we're like its frankie!..so haha we get into the mercedez..and they pull up and we follow them to this other bar in providence called carters..which was..AWESOME..chilled at the bar while the guys got us a booth..sat down..drank..they had a tab goin..which was AWESOME..drank beer..and did shots of jager..yum..so haha..they were going nuts..like all over maria t. and jenn..and i was like i have a boyfriend..but jenn/maria t. do too...hmm..and maria s. didnt drink cuz shes on detox...so things started getting out of hand...and they were being pushy and yellin..so we all got up and started leaving..and then the girl says 'oh i have your shot' did the shot and said im leaving..and im like the guy with the tab is in the bathroom..so we all left and we're outside..frankie and jason come outside and start talking..and oh yeah by the way..while we were drinking inside..he asked maria s. where we were staying..and she said holiday inn express..and frankie goes oh yeah right near the airport in warwick..and she goes yeah..so we're outside..and they wouldnt let us leave..they were like..holding us to the wall..and maria t. gave her cell to jason just so we could leave...so we get back to the hotel...and its like 1..and maria t. and i were chillin..and jenn/maria s. were in the next room sleeping..so maria t. gets a call on her cell..and it was them...so they kept asking what our room number was..and they wouldnt stop..like they kept calling...and so i yelled out to maria t. 'tell them we're room 420' thinking haha they would laugh and would just let us go..but instead they said 'ok we'll see you in a little bit'..not even 30 mins later..maria and i were laying in bed..no lights..and we heard something..so i went over to the door..looked through the peep hole..and i saw no one..so then i put the little lock over..so no one could get it...layed back down..a few minutes pass..we hear SOMEONE put the key in our door and open the door..but they couldnt get in because i put the lock on..but they could like put their hands in..and they kept trying to get in..so the hotel phone rang..and i picked up and it was my boss and she said "maria maria" and im like no its mary ellen..and she said frankie and jason just tried getting into our room..and i said maria they're here..they're trying to get in..so im like call someone..being very quiet..so she called security..and they kicked the door several times..and said housekeeping, time to pay your bill..so security came..and they talked to maria s. and jenn..and maria t. and i couldnt sleep...and after it all happened i called nate...and told him...he wanted to call the hotel, etc..so we found out THAT the stupid dumb bitch at the desk gave out both of our keys..because THEY said they were our husbands..and didnt know the room #'s..and they DID go up to room 420 and knocked and obviously it was the wrong room..so thats when they went to the desk..but they actually were in the army..and the bitch at the desk said she looked at their ids..and which she later confessed to that she didnt..so..we got the money back for both rooms..omg it was so fucking nuts i cant even tell you..it was the craziest experience thats ever happened..i was scared shitless..they would have raped and/or killed us..they were big effin guys...so uhm...yeah thats how my weekend went..it was crazy..but the hair show was AWWESOME!!
MY 21ST BIRTHDAY IS THE WEEKEND OF THE NEW YORK CITY SHOW!!!! yes! :) :)
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I GOT MY NEW CAR TODAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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(x) snuck out of the house
(x) gotten lost in your city
(x) saw a shooting star
(x) been to any other countries besides the united states
( ) had a serious surgery
(x) gone out in public in your pajamas
(x) kissed a stranger
(x) hugged a stranger
(x) been in a fist fight
( ) been arrested
(x) laughed and had milk/coke come out of your nose
(x) pushed all the buttons on an elevator
(x) swore at your parents
(x) been in love
(x) been close to love
(x) been to a casino
( ) been skydiving
( ) broken a bone
(x) skinny-dipped
(x) skipped school
( ) flashed someone
( ) saw a therapist (MAYBE SOON!)
(x) done the splits (not intentionally)
(x) gotten stitches
( ) drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour
(x) bitten someone
( ) been to Niagara Falls
(x) gotten the chicken pox
(x) kissed a member of the opposite sex
(x) kissed a member of the same sex
(x) done more than just kiss someone of the same sex
( ) crashed into a friend's car
( ) been to Japan
(x) ridden in a taxi
(x) been dumped... we all have, just admit it!!
(x) shoplifted...
( ) been fired
( ) had a crush on someone of the same sex
(x) had feelings for someone who didnt have them back
(x) gone on a blind date... never do that again
(x) lied to a friend
( ) celebrated mardi-gras in new orleans
( ) been to Europe
( ) slept with a co-worker
( ) been married
( ) gotten divorced
( ) had children
(x) seen someone die
(x) had a close friend die
( ) been to Africa
(x) Driven over 400 miles in one day
(x) Been to Canada
(x) Been to Mexico
(x) Been on a plane
(x) Seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show
( ) Thrown up in a bar
(x) woke up still drunk the next morning
( ) Purposely set a part of myself on fire
(x) Eaten Sushi...
(x) Been skiing/snowboarding
(x) Met someone in person from the internet... the boy of my dreams.
( ) lost a child
(x) gone to college
(x) graduated college
(x) done hard drugs
( ) tried killing yourself
(x) fired a gun
( ) purposely hurt yourself
(x) taken painkillers
(x) love someone or miss someone right now
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A – Accent: hmm..i don't think i have an accent..but my family members from the south think i do..yep..heh
B - Breast size: 38FULLC
C - Chore you hate: laundry..takes toooo long
D - Dad's name: Joe
E - Essential make-up: blush, mascara, gloss
F - Favorite perfume: narcisso rodriguez
G - Gold or Silver?: silvah
H - Hometown: chicopee
I - Insomnia: hell ya
J - Job title: cosmetologist
K - Kids: nope
L - Living arrangements: with parents :(
M - Mum's birthplace: gardner, mass
N - Number of apples you've eaten: many
O - Overnight hospital stays: zero
P - Phobia: buggggs
R - Religious affiliation: catholic
S - Siblings: 1 bro - mike, 1 sis - sarah, 1 half bro - joey, 1 half sis - linda
T - Time you wake up: different every day
U - Unnatural hair colors you've worn: every effin color..no joke
V - Vegetable you refuse to eat: purple cabbage..ew no
W - Worst habit: biting my lips
X - X-rays you've had: teeth, wrist, ankle
Y - Yummy foods you make: a lot!
Z - Zodiac sign: taurus
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[14 Mar 2005|08:19pm] |
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so...sat night..chris and i..drank...a lot..smoked..and...went everywhere..like whoa..went to vip..we went to foxwoods and to the tower..stayed there for like an hour..then went to the beach in rhode island..it was sooooo beauuutiful...hung out till 5:30am..when i got home..my mom was sooooo effin maddd! and the night before it was 3am..ouff..and chris' gram had a "talk" with us about coming in late..and waking her up with the tv..and talking..etc..
i want to move out oh so bad..
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so friday - 02.18.05
went to the salon, my boss didnt have my money..i was so pissed..cuz its happened before..she forgot it at home, so..she did a paid out for some of the money and then gave me some cash she had...then i went to ace and got my aunt some presents for her bday...then i went to main st. candle and talked to rose..i feel bad that i havent gone in sucha long time..she like hugged me and said they need help..blah blah..then i went over chriss..im not sure haha exactly what we did, i cant remember that far back..im sure we went to dinner..and a couple..other things? maybe the mall? hahah! oh wait, i went to matt oreillys house..chilled with him, his girl, jackie kidd, and nate..and jus smoked..left around 1:30
sat 02.19.05
went to work for 9..had a full day..i was excited..the day went by sooo fast..came home, my parents and my sis and her friend went to new hampshire to my aunt/uncles house for the weekend...so i was home alone..just chilled around the house..played n64! yes! mario kart to be (x)act..then chris came over..we went to agawam, to get maria t. then got some jager and twisted teas..then came back to my house..drank, did 'other' stuff..watched dude wheres my car? cuz i never saw! oh no!...then we got soo effin tired..damn flexerils! make u wanna sleep for days!...so chris was like 'set your alarm for 2:30' so..we went to sleep..and when the alarm went off..i turned it off..and..yeah went back to sleep..then woke up at 3..and chris got up haha..and he was walking by..and i was like sooo out of it..then i slept till like noon on sunday..sucha good nite..oh yeh! and watched indiana jones! like nuts
sun 02.20.05
soo...got up..showered, drank the 2 last twisted teas..and had my bro take the bottles..hahah..so then nate came over..he gave me two adderrall..yeah...haha..played sum mo' n6foh!..then he left around 3ish..then...chris called me at 4..and said he jus woke up..haha yeah..no more flexerils w/ alcohol..so..i went over chriss at 5:30...i showed him..what nate gave me..and then we went to dinner..then took it..then played pool at mad maggies for a lil..there was so many kids!! i thought i couldnt deal with it..then chris started playin music..and the addy took effect..i won 2 games! woohoo!...so then we left..and..did other stuff..and went driving around..and watched tv at his grams..got back home around 2:30...
mon 02.21.05
didnt do too much during the day..did some washing..talked to chris a lil..went w/ nate up to whately..got kevin boyle..smoked a lil..then went to the whately diner..heh..kev told me some crrrrrazy stories
tues 02.22.05
same as monday..but cleaned my room a lil..then ate supper..helped my mom paint my grams room..hahah! it was fun..yes..so then i went over matt o's house..chilled with jackie kidd and whatnot..then she came w/ me back to my house around midnight..and i got some money..then we went to the 50s diner..heh it was awwwesome..there was a fight! like a BIG fight..oh nos..came home around 2..
wed 02.23.05
chris called me and i was still quasi sleeping..so he told me to call him at brads..got up..showered, got ready for work..called chris when i got there...and hes like 'u jus wanna come to my house when ur out?'...so it was a fun day at the salon..not a crazy day..yeah cuz those suck..and make me wanna leave there!...so i get to chriss around 7ish..then we.went to the mall..i saw my cousin heather!!! ahhhh!!!...then we went to on the border..we first had chips..and drinks..then, a fondue thing..for a appetizer..then i had chicken wraps...and he had a big chicken taco type thingy..haha we could not even like put a dent into our dinners..we were like f-u-l-l...so had it wrapped..then..went back to his grams house...each took 2ci at 10..and nothing happened! nothing! and we chilled till like 1..so nothing! rahh!!!...came back home..and went to bed..
thurs 02.24.05
got up..chris called me..he was on his way to boston rd. to get a part....so now its almost 1, and i gotta shower and get ready for work..
lata suckuz!!!
<3meb
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kinda weird for me to just blurt this out but..lately ive been really missing ken and justin..maybe cuz ill never forget about the time coming home from the mall and them spraying that crazy yarn while i was driving..or sitting in the living room watching national lampoons christmas vacation..etc.etc.etc..yeah..
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just a quick couple of things
nancy and i went to pro beauty supply on riverdale road..just to look around..and kara was there..she was my old esthitician...oh man..we talked for awhile about everything..about facials..and how i should get a job at salon sig. because they need someone every other saturday..yay
haha we got a new washer..like the old school ones..with the opening on the side..the little round thing..and last night..my whole family including my grandma..sat in the kitchen and watched it go around and around..haha
my paycheck next friday is going to be about 400$...which is good good...half will go in the bank..and the other half..im not so sure..i thought about getting a bag since i havent been impulse bag buying lately..my coach was the last hit..i duunnnooo..structured leather, croc bags are so in style..
hmmm...going to lee and/or boston on monday with my mom..shoopppp till u drop
oh oh talked to mr. adam garrrvey tonight for a lil..we're gonna get together soon soon and smoke some..........stuff
haha
ive been burning patchouli and sandlewood like crazy in my petal burner...its so calming..and good for meditation
ha! like you knew that!
hmm
jamie came over the other night and we rented "anatomie2"...it was in like german or something..but english subtitles of course..it was a crrrraazy movie..it was oook
chris and i are going to see a movie on sat...but which one..we're still not sure..im so picky
jamie and kevin are moving into an apartment together..!...in chicopee! like whoa..and she thinks its montcalm heights...like thats right at the beginning of my street...how crazy..but it has an indoor pool..i knew that because my wicked old bfriends grandma lived there..and we used to go swimming all tha time
its going to be -40 tonight with windchill factors..how crazy..im glad they canceled 300 school districts in mass... like crazy yo
okeys welp i guess this is it fow now..
g'day mate! <3
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[13 Jan 2004|11:00pm] |
hehe
chris is fun
i dig it..i like this whole situation..its working out pretty well..
chris wants to hang out again on like sat..oh boy..
he wants to go see lotr again..but then he said something about going to see like a stupid movie and make out in the back of the theatre..ive always wanted to do it..
anywho..haha *wipes sweat off forehead*
oh have i told you recently that you are the most fucked up person that i have ever met in my entire life? im glad its done and over with..i scream you scream we all scream for CHEATERs..have a super good life cocksucker..i can break you in half
on a lighter note..I MISS BRODA!
oh! tattoo date on the 23rd
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im working like everyday for the next two weeks..or until i go back to school on the 26th...its kinda good..with all the money im getting..put some away for car payments and insurance..whatnot...nancy and i are hangin out tomorrow night..im not sure what we'll do..
amy left on fri for london..shes gonna send us another post card..so we can get her address..and send her cool fun stuff..
its been sooo effin cold out...my legs are soo motherly dry...at one point i itched them and my tattoo so much it started bleeding..oh sick
thank jesus for like lotion
ha!
anywho
im totally selling my drums very soon..my mom just doesnt know about it...haha..the snare is in good condition..and both high/low toms are good...but my floor tom has totally seen better days..yadda yadda
i started painting again..its good fer tha soul
haha
anywho..i gotta work tomorrow mornin..i should get some shut eye...
my mom asked me "do you think theres something wrong with dad?"
and she pointed to like 11 folgers coffee cans my dad bought..what a weirdo..they'll all expire before we even put a dent into drinking 11 folgers coffee cans..
ive been reading like a lot...a lot....theres like nothing to do at work..we just sit in the back room..and rose does paperwork..and i just..read..its great..ive probly bought at least a dozen books within the past month or so..
just finished the last book..looking for another...i might read 'fever'..my sister read it and said it was good...easy reading..but anything is good
the 19th im taking the day off..and going up to lee and wrenthum with my mom and stuff and going shopping which should be fun
and then spring break...the whole family..meaning my mom, dad, sister, bro, and i...are going away..my mom wants to go to washington d.c...i wanna just stay in boston for a week..or new york...probly because thats where i plan on living in a couple of years..actually i dont plan on it..its going to happen....sarah wants to go to disney again..and my dad doesnt care..as long as its like 90 degrees out...and my bro doesnt care..well he does..but anything is chill with him..
the 23rd im getting the three tattoos behind my ear..it'll be cool...krystof or kerri will do it..<3
i watched the movie lovely and amazing tonight...its cute..nothing too like omg whoa gonna watch that again..but cute
nick and jessica bought a condo in agawam..nick didnt want to move outta agawam..jess didnt care..but..aww just in time for the little baby gal..
i wanna get her some ghetto baby phat lil tshirts..awww!
i miss school..i cant wait to start dying and highlighting hair..ahh!..and oh man..cant wait to get some waxing done..mike has to get his leg waxed! wee
and makeup...omg we wont even go there...if you didnt know..i bought out most of filenes..and saks a couple weeks ago..
im seriously falling in love with paul jr. from american choppers..hes such a cutie..his eyes are just so scrumptious
im tireds.. ;)
i need a cig
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imagine going swimming in my pool right now
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